10 years later.. :)

Hisashiburi!

It's been 10 years since I last updated this blog.  Thank you Blogspot for keeping this little space for me.  I was reading all my entries and I couldn't help but laugh! Fuck! It feels weird to read my own thoughts 10 years later.  I know, I was young back then, but it made me laugh soo hard I almost fell off my bed.

To start off, I'm married now.  I ended up with Bernard, the 2nd lead in my own little drama, hahaha!  I have two, cute little boys, (they're twins, btw) who are both sleeping peacefully beside me, while the hubs is working at the office. Still a fangirl and currently in love wth this local LT. :).

It has been a bumpy 10 years but, yep, I'm still here, alive and hopeful of what this life has in store for me and my family.  I still get depressed at times.  Crazy as it may sound, I get depressed because of my current loves, local LT.  I hope I can move on from being a fan girl, it's nt easy being one.  I need help, like serious help from professionals.  So, to anyone who's reading this, can you please help me?  I need some motivation, a massive push for me to get on with my life.