cloudburst

days. weeks. months.

i cant remember the last time i wrote something, at least, about my life.. what's ironic is that a lot of things has happened, most of them caused me heart break that i'd rather not remember. maybe, this is the reason why i havent been up to it. maybe, i just want to forget the bad times.

but right now, im too hurt to forget. i want to write it all down, just to release the pain. para gumaan lang feelings ko.

bottom line is, i gues i have reached the end. ewan ko ba. ayoko mngyri but slowly, im losing it. myke and i are losing the thing that we found 4 years ago. i duno what happened. i guess we've grown apart. and that is what pains me.

im not ready to lose him yet.

i dont think he is ready too.

hope our love is strong enough to survive this.