a new normal

it's been almost a week since my last post.

a lot of things have happened over the weekend.

last Sunday, i was soo happy. Myke came over to our house and we went out. I kinda missed him, kahit na almost 2 weeks rin kame hindi nagkita. kahit na may tampo pa rin ako sakanya. kahit feeling ko, may tampo rin sya saken becoz of those times na hindi ko sya nattxt, or ino-off ko cp ko dahil alam kong tatawag sya.. andun pa rin yung love, ramdam ko pa rin yung love nya andi felt guilty.

gusto ko na maging straight ulit. i want to find a new normal. gusto ko ng maayos lahat ng dapat ayusin sa buhay ko..as we were having dinner, there he goes again, asking his constant question, kung kelan daw ako magb-BE. gusto ko na rin, pero ewan ko ba, nsa puso ko yung takot, yung diasappointment, yung regret of all those wasted times in my life. but, all that is in the past now. kelangan ko na talaga ayusin "YUN". gusto na kasi nya umalis, ayaw na nya dito and he doesn't want to leave me here. gusto nya sabay kame umalis ng pinas..kilig ako nung marinig ko yun. masaya na ulit ako.

andito nga pala si gj ngaun. we're supposed to meet with rix and dens, di ako nakasama. sayang!