mellon collie and the infinite sadness

Yesterday was one of the happiest days of my life.


My day started out well. I was happy becoz i knew that day that im going to see my Oppa again.


Myke picked me up around 130pm, we had lunch together at our favorite restaurant, and after that, we decided to go to the mall..we were just walking around, passing up the time when he told me he's gonna buy his bro a cd player. So, we went to his fave electronics boutique and he asked me to pick out a CD man for his bro..On our way home, as I was about to step out of the car, he gave me something that almost made me cry..It's a cd of my favorite album..i was soo overwhelmed. I had that same album a few years back, but i lost it, and now, i have it again..i felt like he was giving me back something so close to my heart..even if he doesn't love the band as much as i do, i know he understands me enough to give me something that i lost becoz he knew how much i love the band..im not being melodramatic, i just love the album so much..He told me he has a gift, which im not really expecting. He gave me that CDman he bought for his bro..biro lang pala yun..kaya pala he asked me to pick it out, becoz it was really meant for me..minsan, nagattampo ako sakanya, kasi di na nya sinsabi 'i love you' ng madalas, di tulad dati..but now i know, kahit di nya sabihin, alam ko mahal nya ako..im not talking here about the material stuffs that he gives me,,im talking about the music that he gives me becoz of that album, and kahit na ndi nya ako txt, i know, antay din nya ang tx ko..i feel stupid for all those times na nagtampo ako saknya just bcoz feeling ko balewala ako, becoz i know, i will always be in his heart wherever he goes..

I try to be positive at all times, iniiwasan ko malungkot..Thank God Myke is there to cheer me up, and give light to my darkest hours..I hope, someday, i would be able to bring him hapiness, the same way he's brought joy to my life..I hope GOD will guide us..sana, makayanan namen lahat ng problems na darating samen..I hope we stay together ng mahabang panahon pa..Kasi, alam ko, pag sya makakasama ko, magiging masaya ako..because we love each other, kahit na marami akong mistakes, naiintindihan nya ako and he forgives me which makes me cry..di ko alam makakatagpo ako ng taong tulad nya..i can't thank GOD enough for bringing us together..ang dami kong pagkakamali, i realize that now..sana ndi mapagod ang Oppa ko and si God saken..sana, di sya magbago..hay!

tama na nga muna,basta masaya ako ngaun!=)