weekend blues

this weekend, i took a turn in my road of life and i know, becoz of that, life is never gonna be the same again..my cuzin celebrated her bday in our fave bar, and since my Oppa has no plans of seeing me that day, i decided to go to her party instead..everythings goin well, until that guy in my past arrived..i knew he was coming to the party. i just didnt expect that im gonna feel that same familiar feeling i used to feel years back, when i said i still love him..i know, i should'nt feel this way again..im not being unfaithful, m just being tru to myself..

seeing him and talking to him again brings up the good memries of our past,,naalala ko, preho pala kame ng hilig, pareho kameng madaldal, pareho kameng mahilig magkulitan..wala lang, kakatuwa lang..sana lang noon pa sya naging sweet saken, nung free pako mahalin sya. ngaun kasi hndi na..we spent hours talking that night, i cant help but feel something for him all over again..i know, napaka fickle ko. feeling ko kasi binabalewala ako ng Oppa ko. buti pa SYA, may tym saken, and my efort na makita ako, tawagan at itxt kahit na di ko sya sinasagot..kahit na minsan, magmukha syang tanga kakasabi ng i love you saken,kahit silence lang ang sagot ko, okay na sakanya yun.. LIFE is truly unfair..i hope that GOD help me make the right decision..i hope i find hapiness sa taong pipiliin ko.